Enough is Enough

Well I wish I knew how much "enough" was so that I could reach the point of what it is to give just enough of something. I'm finding it hard to be alone these days. I get extremely lonely, and then I begin feeling like I "need" someone around to help me get through the days. I have to learn to stop being so dependent on people, and be how I used to be back in the day.

When did I change so much? You'd think as people grew older they'd learn to deal with things better, but I think life just gets tougher and tougher no matter what.


The Secret left me with this: the life that we live now is a reflection of our past and current experiences. I keep thinking about this statement. Some of the things we've done in the past come back to haunt us, and sometimes the choices we made that were once considered bad just disappear. It's as if it'd never happened before, but that still adds up to what we have now. Can something that makes no difference add up or take away from the life we had before?! That makes no sense, but makes perfect sense. I'm not even making sense right now ehe.

ANYWAY.
I've decided that I'm going to work out all this week.
and next week until school starts.






My prayers go out to Mark's mom, Mark, my friends and DAD Family altogether.
Also, more specifically, for me to have the strength to be able to conquer these fears I have in my head.






2008 is not going to be so bad. I'm going to make sure of it.