Have you been naughty or nice?

Oh how I wish I could say both.. or more naughty, but the time has not come yet as I am knowingly a pure sex-virgin. So it seems.

but in the context that I deliberately named my post after, I'm talking about re-evaluating yourself for once sec.

About a week ago, I (an "arrogant trick") was asked to re-evaluate myself. After giving it some thought, I'd realized that the hardest thing about the re-evaluation was that -- well, not the conclusion that I'm a good, nice person essentially, but that I had to face that other people don't see me this way. People that I really wanted to see me in a positive light don't. They couldn't list one good thing about me besides the fact that I care too much. Maybe that sums it all up in the most compressed form. I care too much about people, about friends -- and that causes me to go crazy when I don't feel like I can do it all myself. Is that SO bad

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On another note,

I'm happy where I'm seated, and I'm reading a book/comic for my second class that's really enjoyable to read. I'd be glad to pass it down to someone for a good read. It's as if you're reading a full-on book, but it's so much better cause it's compressed and formatted like a comic. :]


I'm not going to class except for maybe my second class, but I'm hoping someone..anyone will come rescue me now from school so that I can be happy ;p


Debbie and I started our Christmas shopping last night. I bought some things for myself. I'm in dire need for a makeover, and I needed a new wardrobe. Luckily the two items that I bought last night [a pair of elf-looking pants and a plaid shirt] don't apply as a full wardrobe. That would make me look foolish.

Yesterday I felt so productive. I helped Brian with his schedule for next semester which I discovered this morning, he was enrolled in; and I shopped with Debbie, Lisa and Martin last night. There's still not holiday bustle yet, so it was great. Not much traffic in store. AND TARGET opens until 11pm. AMAZING. Well, amazing for us at the time since we thought it closed at 10pm.

I SUGGEST that no one buy anything they want this month -- the nice people anyway. Have you been naughty or nice? HAHA. Maybe you'll get what you want. We've gotten a couple gifts for some people; we have a list. And, we've stormed up some great ideas for the apostol parents. hehe.





I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY THAN THAT. More later.