It's so obscure

your love.


It's funny. I notice how much my friends and I form a family it seems. It's a great family. We can do anything or say anything in front of each other and still GET MADE FUN OF -- there's no getting away from that. But I noticed that some people just have this conditional love -- like the love depends on something.

Being in a family would imply that you don't care about anything that anyone does. You don't judge whoever it is, just help and love without conditions, but it pisses me off that some people just don't grasp that idea. In fact, gossip is the BIGGEST thing that our family shares. GET RID OF IT. It's of no use dumbo!


Also today I've learned the following:
(it just keeps piling up)
.[you'd put everything before me, if you had a chance
.[seems like i don't contribute to your success
.[i'm not supportive at all
.[i complain the most out of everyone you know
.[i AM arrogant
.[i'm weak; despite all the things i've pulled myself through
.[i don't give credit when and where it's due
.[can't do anything on my own, i'm needy
.[annoying
.[nothing nice to say
.[judgemental

and last but not least (an this one's a kicker!);
this person couldn't list ANY ONE thing i've done right EVER.


It sounds so negative right?!

Surely I don't think this about myself, but some people have really made it a main objective to have me conclude that I am the worst girlfriend in the world. I will never amount to nothing even though I have a good heart. I'm good and nice, thanks to Debbie's great influences. And even through this, I will pull through. I'm little but fierce. :D



OHYEAH.

I really have to say thank you again for all the gift I received during my birthday. I'm really glad to have friends like all of you. I almost cried when I heard about who and how much each person pitched in for my ticket for the SPICE GIRLS. Thanks so much for your generosity. UGH you don't even understand how much I appreciate you all. ALL GENEROUS DONATIONS. I love you guys. and when you need it, i'll always be here for you. We are all truly blessed. Always be here when you need it!