Happy Endings

I layed in bed last night studying for my 2nd final, and I put in Happy Endings. It reminded me that not everything is bad.

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I don't know why but I was thinking about weather or not I was a jealous person. Could it be that I am not one because I was conditioned, growing up, not to depend on my parents for attention? Or is it that I am a jealous person since I didn't receive much attention as a child?

Which one is it?
I like to think I'm not a jealous person, but could it work both ways? Gosh, jealous sounds so negative, but I guess I just long for the attention of the greatness I know to be inside of me. I long for people to acknowlege my goodness, and stop understimating me sometimes.



more later!
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