????

How could I be so irresponsible?!
I missed the due date of a paper. I can stil turn it in, but I think I may not, because by the time I finish it, the paper will already be at an F with deductions which will give me an F in the class. This makes me want to break down. As if what I'm experiencing isn't enough. I know i seem calm about all the things going around, but I'm making it that way.

It's not easy.

I was supposed to pull an all nighter last night, but what could I do?! I was at home. Homework at home doesn't motivate me when I can so easily fall asleep on my bed. Also, everytime I inhaled last night, I exhaled with at least 4 coughs. I think I might have broncchitis? I don't know how you spell the word.



I don't need your help.
Stop telling me I'm so needy.
I just don't know what to do anymore.