I guess it's time..

A few days ago, I had the urge to write about the way people treat each other -- more importantly, the way girls treat each other. I know you've all bee waiting for it because I hyped it up and made it sound so juicy. I guess the reason why I never got around to writing about it was that it was just too damn personal. That, and my passion for the subject drained itself out once I had time to think more clearly about it.


Really, I was just angry because it regarded a friend of mine that I thought had nothing to do with your lives. People are so cruel. People are so disappointing, but I still look deep down inside to find the good in people and defend even the ones that have wronged me so many times.


I just don't agree with befriending people simply for the sake of our own advance, or why many girls try to ruin others' lives because they aren't content with their own. Why is it that on the surface you portray yourselves as pure, thoughtful individuals but deep down inside you all have rotted souls. You don't care enough.


I've tried countless times to see the good in you; I started no trouble, meant no harm, and you hurt me. Still, I convinced myself that after some time, you aren't so bad. You care a lot, but only for yourselves. I tried, but you girls let me down every single time.


After two years of up-to-par friendship (of course after some of your finest sh**) and knowledge on my situation of my past relationship (which you were so sympathetic too before), I find all of you out of site. You've all taken sides when there were no sides that needed to be taken; you've deemed me some crazy b*** that ironically you HAVE been. So what's the difference about you and me? I've got room for more.


You only provoke me because you think it'd make me weak, but that action alone is a sign of weakness. I feel as though I'm stronger than you being able to turn my cheek and take the hits. Like I've said, "I have room for more (scars)." Keep 'em coming. I'll keep moving. You stay put. I'll see you later!


Just the thought of girls and the way they backstab just to get ahead seriously pisses me off. We all want to live in peace, so do it already!