about a week ago, I found myself writing in the middle of class on a small note card I'd discovered at the bottom of my purse. They were short ideas, strong ideas, random things I was thinking about.
"I am not afraid to get hurt; I'm not scared of injuries -- emotional and or physical. I do not fear death. I am not a coward. Sometimes I care too much, but I've learned that I ultimately should not care and do not care about what people say about me for they are not able to judge me with validity as they possess no proper evidence. People may mistaken my ability to turn my cheek as being passive or simply the inability to protect myself. I am NOT helpless. I do not need anyone's help or pity. I am able to take these offenses without exerting violence or anger because I am at peace with myself. I am content. I know what is right, and what is wrong. I will continue to do what I think is correct. I've acquired everything I've always wanted. I have everything I could ask for. I am blessed -- truly happy, exactly where I want to be. No one should or will break my ground.
I've accomplished a lot. I forget that I have, and I criticize myself for it. Remember? You have your A.A. in Liberal Studies. You're working on your B.A. for English. You have a job and an education at USC. You've got a great boyfriend, a united family, God, hot water, shoes, health, garments to wear."
Other things I realize too..
I eat outmeal almost everyday -- something that most people can't do. I give blood to help those in need when most people are too scared. I was scared too, but I was able to overcome those fears for the well being of others. I smoke 2xs a day (WHICH IS AMAZING!) I went 36hours without a cigarette one day (not because I didn't have any or I didn't have money). I consciously fought the urge.
I feel powerful.
I am amazing.
and so are you <333
ANYONE can do anything they want!
Make those around you happpppy! :]]]]]]]]]]]
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