One Step at a Time

I am so grateful for the life I live.
No seriously. I know I've been "bleh" for a while, but I'm coming to a realization step by step that everything that we encounter is never a waste. Things don't always go as planned or work out the way we want them to, but that doesn't have to stop us from pushing. We work our little butts off till we get to our destination!

It always sucks to have that lessoned learned shit happen to you, but what do you do when it happens? You can take the lessons you've learned and apply them to your daily life, or just complain.

Well, I'm tired of complaining.


It seems as though the events in my life are -- I guess -- indigestible (all at once), it comes with ease to know that all the spoiled occurrences that we label icky don't matter in essence. What really matters is the outcome that comes from these things. The circumstances are there to alter our perceptions. Don't focus on them, they're cheap. I'm learning day by day that the sun is on it's way out outta those gloomy clouds. Although I like the rain, maybe I like it too much. I think I end up making things rain on me, and I'm tired of that.

In life we take detours -- different routes. Whatever. All these roads intertwine anyway; and in some way or another, the goal we try to attain shall be ours. It might take more time. It may not, but we'll get there.

For all the friends I have that help me discover who I really am as a person, Thank you. I'm glad that I have friends that care enough to tell me (not directly) my faults. These are the things that I need to know to improve.


All I'm focusing on now-a-days is just bettering myself FOR MYSELF (period).
In turn, after getting better, I'll be able to help more of YOU out! (:



CLOSURE
p.s. I'll always love you. I'm glad we're great friends. Love takes time to heal, but I'll be just fine. Now, you can rest assure that what you're doing with your life now is okay with me. Truthfully, it hurts, but it's normal. It WILL heal. That's what I'm looking forward to. I just want you to be happy -- no matter what the source of happiness is for you.

Fin.