Saturday, November 21, 2009
Merry Birthday
In about an hour I turn 23. It's exciting and boring at the same time. This is the first birthday I have spent alone for the last 4 years &I mean completely alone sitting here in my room in total quiet with not a soul at all -- I am not connected with anyone; I am here, and I'm pretty happy. I want to cuddle!
Simple gifts
It's not too late to get me a few things. Gift cards are great for me because I like to buy small things that add up rather than one big thing. I can do a Blick's Art gift card, windsor and newton 16x20 canvas, a pair of toms from val surf. I don't know, surprise me.
I want to paint <3
I recently found a painting done of me in 2005-06 by a friend.
I want to paint <3
I recently found a painting done of me in 2005-06 by a friend.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Free.99
For the past few weeks, a few of my friends and I have tried to spend our weekends doing exciting things that are cheap. Of course this ends up with THE quick fix: booze, booze, booze.. In the kind of economy we're in, ideally, it'd be great to have a "money-free" weekend doing things that are simple, enjoyable and FREE without losing your personality!
Anyway, I found a website called The Simple Dollar: Financial Talk for the Rest of Us. Here, a husband has compiled a collection of one hundred fun ways to spend your weekends "money-free." Granted, some of the items on the list are a bit.. well, you just may lose your personality from doing THESE things, but the list definitely keeps it fresh for you and your friends and keeps your brain thinking!
100 Things to do During a Money Free Weekend
Take a look, and let me know what you think, what you like, and if you have other suggestions! I'd appreciate it!
*Sigh* (:
It's always nice to work on DIY projects. I miss it! Let's work on some!
Anyway, I found a website called The Simple Dollar: Financial Talk for the Rest of Us. Here, a husband has compiled a collection of one hundred fun ways to spend your weekends "money-free." Granted, some of the items on the list are a bit.. well, you just may lose your personality from doing THESE things, but the list definitely keeps it fresh for you and your friends and keeps your brain thinking!
100 Things to do During a Money Free Weekend
Take a look, and let me know what you think, what you like, and if you have other suggestions! I'd appreciate it!
*Sigh* (:
It's always nice to work on DIY projects. I miss it! Let's work on some!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Know your rights.
People need to stand up for themselves because we all, as human beings, deserve this: EVERYONE deserves to get their needs met. We all do. (:
Share expenses
Socialize with others
Be treated with respect
End the date at any time
Share in decision-making
Talk things out
Say "NO" to anything
Have your own opinion
Trust
Not be victimized by violence
Be free from expected paybacks
Choose whom you want to date
Be treated honestly
Be safe and feel safe
Break up
Have privacy
Control what you do with your body
Decide how serious you want your relationship to be
Be yourself/do what is best for you
Expect more than a physical relationship
Date other people
Be treated with courtesy
Express your feelings and emotions
Have an opportunity to explain yourself
Communicate openly
Defend yourself
Maintain other relationships and activities
Be treated as an equal
Be free from pressure
Change you mind
WE ALL SHARE
THE RESPONSIBILITY
TO RESPECT THE RIGHTS
OF OTHERS!
Share expenses
Socialize with others
Be treated with respect
End the date at any time
Share in decision-making
Talk things out
Say "NO" to anything
Have your own opinion
Trust
Not be victimized by violence
Be free from expected paybacks
Choose whom you want to date
Be treated honestly
Be safe and feel safe
Break up
Have privacy
Control what you do with your body
Decide how serious you want your relationship to be
Be yourself/do what is best for you
Expect more than a physical relationship
Date other people
Be treated with courtesy
Express your feelings and emotions
Have an opportunity to explain yourself
Communicate openly
Defend yourself
Maintain other relationships and activities
Be treated as an equal
Be free from pressure
Change you mind
WE ALL SHARE
THE RESPONSIBILITY
TO RESPECT THE RIGHTS
OF OTHERS!
Monday, November 16, 2009
:)
California Science Center. "When are you cuming?" Shrimp Fettuccine Alfredo. Jazz &Melo. Walks in the park. Street Fighter 4. Buying my first car. Learning to drive stick. Driving stick. fixing cars. Technology. EeePC. mani-pedis. Natalie Portman's Closer-wig. SUPRISE! "Jin Sang" 3yr old Star Wars Girl. San Diego vacation. Rick Roll in Vegas. Thumpper. Kisses for no reason. Cuddling. Ganesha Park. Scissoring (just kidding!). 2008 Valentine's Day. my Canon! Starbucks study shifts. Random visits to Martin's house. Random trips to Ryan's house. Daikokuya. Palm<3. Family game days. Thanksgiving. Late night cravings/adventures. Oktoberfest/PUKEfest. THINK Together. Sleeping in.
These things make me happy. So much more tooo!
These things make me happy. So much more tooo!
Little girl, big imagination.
I just woke up from a great sleep.
I hadn't slept so great the past two nights. Come to think of it, I didn't sleep at all for almost 40 hours because of this overwhelming passion that I have. It's something so strong and so big. The strength that you see emanating from me is in fact strong passion for love, for loving people, loving my friends, my family, myself. That's all it is, I'm just loving all the time. This love is so overpowering it's hard for me to hold in, and for the past two years I'd direct most of my attention to who was (at the time) my S.O., so the frequencies of my thoughts and my emotions were traveling up and down large, pressured waves towards him.
We can say that this was bound to happen sooner or later or that our time has come to move on, and any other vague, cliche statements, but I honestly believe that it was the unbearable, suppressed issues and illnesses we had manifesting inside our souls that soon ate us up and tore us into pieces, and it surfaced into a searing sore that took control of us both and made its jurisdiction. It was the negativity that we masked under all the smiles and the laughter. It controlled us so we couldn't control ourselves. Now it's time to take control. It's time to fight for my life again. I will not die -- won't let this consume me.
I hadn't slept so great the past two nights. Come to think of it, I didn't sleep at all for almost 40 hours because of this overwhelming passion that I have. It's something so strong and so big. The strength that you see emanating from me is in fact strong passion for love, for loving people, loving my friends, my family, myself. That's all it is, I'm just loving all the time. This love is so overpowering it's hard for me to hold in, and for the past two years I'd direct most of my attention to who was (at the time) my S.O., so the frequencies of my thoughts and my emotions were traveling up and down large, pressured waves towards him.
We can say that this was bound to happen sooner or later or that our time has come to move on, and any other vague, cliche statements, but I honestly believe that it was the unbearable, suppressed issues and illnesses we had manifesting inside our souls that soon ate us up and tore us into pieces, and it surfaced into a searing sore that took control of us both and made its jurisdiction. It was the negativity that we masked under all the smiles and the laughter. It controlled us so we couldn't control ourselves. Now it's time to take control. It's time to fight for my life again. I will not die -- won't let this consume me.
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