Recap

August 7 -- I meant to write an entry on this day. I never got the chance. I've felt so uninspired. It was my day off, and the reason: to give blood. Well, it was to give Soch a ride to Mt. Sac so that we could get free money at the financial aid office and so he could take his assessment test for school, but that would happen after giving blood. And this is what we did together at our 5 month mark. We saved lives. It probably felt a lot more rewarding than actually going out and spending money on shit we didn't need. Plus he has O+ blood, that son of a bitch. (I wanted to be a universal herO+) hahaha.

So for a while now, I've felt really tired and unispired -- REALLY!
Oh of course I want to do AMAZING, but no one else wants it.

I wanna make a winning team, but no one really cares to win, I feel.

At work--
Time are hard.
I was played.

Hopefully in the net year or so, I will be Ms. Justine. :]
I'm excited.
I'm lookin.

I'd rather get paid minimum and be learning shit rather than be makin 14 anyway and shootin the shit at work, getting fatter.