Tuesday, July 8, 2008

fumar.



I smoke more when I'm nervous about my money.
I can have ONE cigarette a day -- improvement.

Yesterday, after helping someone with a phone bill, I smoked AT LEAST 6.

I haven't wanted a cigarette at all. AT ALL. In fact, when I had that ONE and only ONE the other night, I felt sick. I didn't have an urge to smoke at all, but once financial burdens came up. WOOOSH.

I can't let it get to me.

And yes, I know the irony of it all makes you just trickle with laughter inside.

You know, Since I smoke when I'm low on cash, and smoking makes me low on cash.

2 comments:

DEEDEE said...

trickle makes me think of peeing.





your progress makes me proud :)

JPL said...

I really wish you luck with quitting!

I started smoking about a month ago, but I already dropped it. It makes me feel sick sometimes. yuck.