detour

I wrote something I wanted to publish, but never found the time to do it. I don't have it with me. It's a little less than 10 miles away from me. 99.9% of the time I've lost The Battle -- may be a lame one, but I've always wondered why I lost people to people who claim that their awesome, nice, fun, drama-free yet they start drama and involve me with their lives when I'm definitely not trying in any way or manner to involve myself. I've been done. I'm sooo done. I don't want to deal with it anymore. Oh, if your wondering, that 1% goes to the times I haven't lost a battle. It's a powerful percentage really.

My struggle in 2007 that spilled over to 2008, is not completely over, but I'm through with it. I've been through with it ever since I made the decision to no longer go through the motions of being in a relationship that didn't mean anything to either one of us anymore. Perhaps it did still due to comfort or because of routine, but going through motions is NOT legit. I'm glad I made the decision to end my relationship with him because from it, I've learned a lot. I still love him so letting go might be the best decision we've ever made for each other.

I've learned through this experience that people will involve themselves in my life, that people are tricky, but I've learned to love way more. The decision made way for something beautiful <3

Honestly, never in a million years did I ever think what has happened would happen.

But I'm here.
Right now, I'm here, and I know he is too.

This weekend is going to be legit.
I miss everyone!