These are a few of my favorite things

Gellies<3



Sprinkles Cupcakes (Red Velvet) Mmm


Manicures &OR Pedicures


The Red Claw




and then there are cute text messages, bonding time with friends, hanging out the whole day with a friend you lost to World of Warcraft!; being with family, getting random invites to go BOWLING!; being home to relax early.

goodnight<3

my grama only has 2-3 months to live at this point.

:|

My family is doing better.
I didn't really make a huge announcement, but for those of you who read this and know what's going on, everything seems to be okay for now.

This will be my second trip to the ICU in less than 2 years. Poor baby. She's a fighter though. Pictures will be up soon.

I just ask for prayer that's all.

jin sang

I think these premature thoughts.
They just repeat but go no where.

I think about the great times I've had the past two years.
The giggles, jokes, laughs -- the drama. Who can forget the drama?

And I somewhat miss it, but I really don't.
I've met some great people, and some not-so-great people.
No matter what, my experience would not have been the same without all of you.

There are a lot of great people I've met throughout the past two years:
Debbie, Lisa, Mark, Martin, Beeh, Scott, Justin, even Brian! haha.. just to name a few.

And maybe our friendship doesn't feel as strong as it was before.
Maybe down the line somewhere things have occurred that have gotten each one of us just "too busy" or maybe that's just an excuse to get a break from each other. I think we all need breaks. But I think deeep down inside, we all still love each other. Whatever the case is, if we ever happen to grow apart (and some of us have already) I just want my true friends to know that I'll always be here for you. I have never been too busy to help a friend who was in dire need of someone -- anyone. I won't take sides, I'll be as unbiased as I can be, and I love you all. So don't ever hesitate to count on me.. even in the long run.

That's all I have to say.

Midterms are finally over and it's time for me to breathe.
I haven't worked out in a while so I think I'll be doing that today.


I also need to pay Debbie for her great deeds ;p
hhaha. I'm sucha pimp. No worries debbie. I get paid, and I have more than enough to give you this time around.


A lot of things are happening all at once. Good things and bad, but I'm glad that I have those great things that can balance out the hard times I'm going through right now. My grama is really sick. In 3 months she must have lost 60 pounds I'd say from seeing her yesterday.

It's hard to see someone laying in bed, tired and fighting for their lives.

We all knew that. We've all known that, but we take turns experiencing it. Well, my time is now.

detour

I wrote something I wanted to publish, but never found the time to do it. I don't have it with me. It's a little less than 10 miles away from me. 99.9% of the time I've lost The Battle -- may be a lame one, but I've always wondered why I lost people to people who claim that their awesome, nice, fun, drama-free yet they start drama and involve me with their lives when I'm definitely not trying in any way or manner to involve myself. I've been done. I'm sooo done. I don't want to deal with it anymore. Oh, if your wondering, that 1% goes to the times I haven't lost a battle. It's a powerful percentage really.

My struggle in 2007 that spilled over to 2008, is not completely over, but I'm through with it. I've been through with it ever since I made the decision to no longer go through the motions of being in a relationship that didn't mean anything to either one of us anymore. Perhaps it did still due to comfort or because of routine, but going through motions is NOT legit. I'm glad I made the decision to end my relationship with him because from it, I've learned a lot. I still love him so letting go might be the best decision we've ever made for each other.

I've learned through this experience that people will involve themselves in my life, that people are tricky, but I've learned to love way more. The decision made way for something beautiful <3

Honestly, never in a million years did I ever think what has happened would happen.

But I'm here.
Right now, I'm here, and I know he is too.

This weekend is going to be legit.
I miss everyone!